My family. I live with four other people. we're pretty un-normal...but I love every single one. we get along most of the time, and lately haven't been fighting all that much, which is a good thing. I used to think we were a broken family, once always happy... but now broken, but now... I guess we're just a bit torn... we'll get better, and we'll all be happy and love.

My dad: MY dad is about 49... he smokes, and loves computers. even though he dropped out sophomore year, because he got a chick pregnant and did the right thing, supporting my oldest half sister, he is still really smart. he learned how to use a computer all by himself, every single thing, from how to fix it, to how to get rid of viruses and everything in between. my dad is a truck driver... I hate it, cause he leaves in the morning, and doesn't get home till around 9... but he has weekends off! on another note, its funny when he gets drunk. he does cartwheels, and he's happy go lucky, smiles all the time. he's good at guitar and singing, he wanted to be a rock star when he was growing up. he has two children that aren't my mum's... they're both in their mid 20's, a brother and sister. my dad divorced their mom,, married another, divorced later, and married my mum. they had me, my sister Mem, and my little sister Kodak. .he's really great and he listens when you let him. he cares so much for his little girls. he always tries to cheer you up when your unhappy. he's one of the greatest dads in the world i think. even if he isn't home most of the time... he makes up for it when he is home though.

MY  Mum: My mum is a very stressful woman. its like she's both the mom and the dad... or a single parent. its hard for her sometimes. my dad always work and she never sees him. she has to drive me and my sisters everywhere (where in alot of stuff) and she gets really tired. she yells at me alot, and got me into my depression I think... not sure, might not be, but I don't care. she's depressed too... I think its an inheritance. she wants us to all be normal, which is an okay thing I guess. she's really big on grades, I try so hard to make her happy... but I just keep failing. but when im 16, on the 30th of march, ill be able to help her out on driving everywhere. she'll get less stressful, and she'll be happy. when she found out I was cutting, she started to cry... it killed me every second watching her cry... I cant stand it. im trying to get better for all of them, especially my mum... i'm able to drive now. i have helped her so much by being able to drive. she doesnt want me driving other people around, like when they need a ride to play practice or something. i think its selfish in a way. not allowing me to help my friends.. .but i guess she doesn't want me to get in a crash and her be sued. shes a really tough mom, but she cares. she sees everything in black and white alot though.

Memphis: My darling sister. I couldn't do anything without her. she keeps me inline... she literally keeps me alive. everyone loves her, everybody adores her, and thinks she's beautiful and fun. she cares alot about me, and I never get to thank her the right way, I don't know how. but  I  don't know what I could do without her. I'd probably not survive life in general. she's great, she has a great boyfriend, and her life ahead of her. she's one year younger than me, we're best friends. we do everything together. sometimes she can get a little bratty on her period, (even though she doesn't think so) but I don't care. she is very stubborn though. my little joke is that when she's suffocating, she wont let anyone help her cause she will be able to think that she can help herself. she wont let anyone help her... she's strong.

Kodak: my youngest sister. five years younger than me. we hang out alot, cause Mem d doesn't, but that's okay. she loves Scooby doo, tm and jerry, and yu-gi-oh. she wants me to paint them all in her room.  she's an anry brat, I cant lie to you about that, but still. life would be... weird... without her honestly. she's mum's baby... a spoiled little brat but oh well...this girl doesn't know what's going on with me and mum... she's innocent and her heart's pure. I hope she stays that way... i love her allot. she really looks up to me. shes a really cool person and i love her alot. she really is like me so much. we both love the same things.

 Fungo: my sister's newest boyfriend, a special one. He lives down at my grandma's house because his family is crazy, his mom anyway. Well, she's really his aunt, because his mom died when he was a youngster. His father shot her and then shot himself. So he lives at my G'ma's but spends all his quality time at my house. His real name is Richard, but I like calling him Fungo for some reason. ^^ He's almighty, like he knows everything. A typical guy thing.